Erin's Journal

I suck at blogging...

2007-05-29T09:14:03Z

If anyone cares, I just got a myspace so if you want to, you can find me over there. And once again, sorry I haven't updated in soo long, to be fair I've read some of my last posts and I sound insane :-P

So, if anyone cares about what's been going with my life since we last saw (if you don't just skip this paragraph, my feelings won't be hurt) here is what has been going on. I was at Edmonds Community College very briefly, I'm considering starting school again in the fall, possibly somewhere else. I had a surprisingly good social life in October; I went to a haunted hotel with Britt, Kat, and a cool chick who's name I can't remember, I saw Rocky Horror with Britt, Sarah, and Rachel, And I went to a Halloween Party at the Halcyon with (shock) Britt. Then in April I went to Paris with my mom (don't ask me how the trip was and don't say I'm lucky I got to go). I've started therapy AGAIN grrrr. And *sob* I missed folklife due to illness. Sorry Em-Em.

I just copied that paragraph from the blog I posted on myspace, so if it says stuff you already know all about, that's why. I'm lazy.

lone_woulf @ 2006-06-30T23:16:00

2006-07-01T06:25:36Z

Went to the mall today and got some nice tank tops. I was hoping to get a pair of jeans and some shorts, but I had to leave early. My legs are so white, it's almost sad really. I ran into Alex there and talked to him a bit, which was cool. I really need to start calling people and hanging out.

It hit me the other day that I'm going to be a legal adult in two weeks. Weird.

Hello Again

2006-02-11T09:24:13Z

Hey, in case anyone was wondering if I had died, I'm still hanging around. Although apparently my typing skills are just getting worse, heh.

My family FINALLY has DSL! It's a miracle, alert the media.And it's wireless, which is very helpfull seeing as I have a laptop. But my mom has to pay the entire phone bill now because my father thinks DSL is too expensive, even though it costs less than dial-up, and now we can actually use the phone since Chris isn't on the line for three hours.

Oh yes, Chris is still free loading, and has somehow managed to make me want to slowly smother him in his sleep more than I used to. But in April he's moving to an apartment in Lynnwood and I will hopefully see him less. But I won't really believe he's leaving until he's moved in there. And he's going to pay the rent over there, I forgot to mention that. He still has that apartment in Belltown but he's only there for like three freaking days and then he's here for a week.

Currently I'm not taking any classes at EdCC, hopefully I will Spring quarter. I was in a history class, but I had to drop it. It was basically Mr. Wiley's freshman World Civ class, but inaccurate and boring and hell. The teacher said stuff that I knew was wrong (and I have documents to back me up) on the first day, and I kept zoning out. So now I'm looking for a job, but seeing as I haven't really been out of my house for an extended period of time, except to go to the doctor, for over two weeks, it's not going so well.

I'm a little sad, because people on myspace have been deleting me from their friends lists. Well, Travis left myspace and I understand why Nick did. But just random people and I'm not sure why, so it makes me a little paranoid now.

Valentine's Day is Tuesday, I haven't decided if I'm going to try to be faux happy and romantic, be my bitter little self because I hate that "holiday," or ignore it completely. Anyway, if anyone wants to hang out and watch movies or anything, I have gotten over my holiday bitching thing.

So I hope you are all doing good and for those that went, I hope Tolo was nice. I promise I won't wait six or so months to update next time :)

missing:

2005-06-14T23:11:43Z

My camera and my tripod are missing :( I'm so sad. They're probably in some really obvious place, right in front of me. And after several weeks I had just found the plug-cable-thing that imports the pictures. Twa.

lone_woulf @ 2005-06-10T17:19:00

2005-06-11T00:29:24Z

I went to court today for my "truancy" case (it's at juvenile hall btw). We drove all the way down to Everett and then found out that it was dropped and I didn't have to be there. I felt bad for this one girl who was wearing a sweatshirt with a bunch of safety pins on it and she had to take them all off because of the metal detectors. That had to suck.

I've gotten a lot of new music in the last few weeks, so I'm very happy. I have HIM, cKy, the Clash, Judas Priest, and Weezer. I'm totally in metal and punk heaven :)

lone_woulf @ 2005-05-31T13:52:00

2005-05-31T21:05:04Z

I feel like such shit. I have a flu that refuses to die and my right eye is really watery so it's hard to see, that's random I know but it's true.

I didn't really do anything during the weekend except I went to LaConner for a little while on Friday. I won't see Chris until Sunday :) it's nice. He needs a life.

What do you think?

2005-05-04T07:35:44Z

Your Beauty lies
in Individuality. Different, amazing, and all your
own. You like be set apart
from all others and most love that you do. You are
solitary at times, but for
the most part, there is no greater compliment to
you than someone telling you
that you are different. You're most likely a bit of
a fighter and you hate it
when anyone attempts to change who you are. You
wear what you want, look how you
want and don't let anyone tell you what do to. You
can be a little immature at
times and have trouble dealing with authority and
asking others for help. You
like to do things yourself and are independent
almost to a fault. But, people
still find your individuality amazing and the fact
that no matter what happens
or what anyone else anyone thinks about it, you
will not change who you are.</font>

Some Things
That Represent You:

Element:
Dark, Fire Animal: White Tiger Color:
Bold Colors, Odd
Colors Song: Just They Way I Am by Angel
Expression: Smirk

Gemstone:
Bloodstone Mythological Creature: Phoenix,
Dragon Planet: Pluto
Hair Color: Unnatural Colors Eye
Color:
Amber

Quote:
"You laugh because I'm different. I laugh
because you're all the same."

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oops

2005-05-03T06:32:00Z

sorry I forget to add that I'm working on my first comic in almost a year. I should be done by friday. and my mood is no longer discontent. But I do feel dumb for posting another entry less than a minute after the last one

grrrr... stupid me

2005-05-03T06:28:01Z

So I have good news and bad news. Bad news first because it's not that big a deal and the good stuff is nice.

So, I went to the mall today after school (by bus) and hubg out at Borders awhile and I went over to Suncoast. While at Suncoast this guy who was around my age, maybe a little older, handed me this mini-flyer and asked if I wanted to go to a free punk rock concert. He was pretty cute and nice. Now, how is this bad? Well, I don't know if any of you guys get this way, but around that time of the month I'm moody, blue, and just kind of distracted. So, several minutes later I realize that he was trying to flirt with me, but I was so dense that I totally missed a prime opportunity to possibly get a date. And he was really nice so now I feel a little guilty about inadvertently semi-blowing him off. But too late now. And my self esteem is just really low today, it sucks. I also walked around the mall for about 4 hours and now my weak leg hurts like hell, but good ole IcyHot and advil should fix that.

Now, the good news. At Borders I discovered heaven on Earth. And as many people already know, if I'm anywhere near books I get excited. But I found the Rock bio section! They had books on Siouxsie and the Clash and Zeppelin; but they had a book I've been wanting for months, and now I have it. Hooray! It's Please Kill Me: the oral history of punk (yes Kat, I will lend it to you once I'm done). And I found AC/DC's Back in Black for $13.99! And in the foreign section of Suncoast they had Goodbye, Lenin which is pretty damn good, I didn't buy it though, trying to save money. But I do have a pretty new blankie! It has a heartagram on it. I also saw a cd by this kickass Finnish band called Nightwish at FYE. I thought I was going to have to order it online, cause they aren't super well known.

So all-in-all, today was good, I think I just need to find a way to get a self esteem boost. Damn Rob (the guy who used to cut my hair) for leaving! I always left Gene Juarez feeling a lot better about myself then. Congrats on no more braces Danae!!!! I hope your mouth isn't sore or anything :)

Family Guy

2005-05-02T08:43:20Z

I can't sleep again, what a surprise. So now I'm watching the season rewind of South Park :)

Family Guy is back!!!! I'm so excited. It's the next best thing to having Futurama back on, but I'm pretty sure that isn't going to happen. The new episode was funny, although I'm kind of bored with Mel Gibson jokes. Chris said Brian didn't have a soul! I can't believe that! For anyone who doesn't watch the show, Brian is a talking, drinking, and smoking dog, and Chris is the oldest son. It took me a little while to understand a Pinochio joke. It was horrifying.

American Dad sucks. Stupid piece of crap. Stan Smith is a sexist, ignorant, government flunky. Don't watch it, it's a total waste of film.

But anyways... Family Guy is back!!!!! :D

Finals

2005-01-27T02:32:24Z

No more finals! Atleast for me, I'm sorry for any of you that still have tests. I'm not going to school tomorrow, seeing as my third period is TA-ing for Mr. Wiley and I have no fourth period, so not a lot of point in getting up early. Only problem is that I won't have any coffee (I can no longer drink bottled frappucinos until Saturday :( and I don't want a headache from not drinking any caffeine. But Chris' car is here, so... how wrong would it be too borrow his car even though I don't actually have a license? Is it so bad? Really?

Have a good weekend everyone, I will probably see most of you Monday.

Late Start

2005-01-10T15:18:27Z

Hurray!!! Today I can rest in. I love the snow, it makes everything so clean and beautiful. And it lets me out of school.

So now, instead of sitting in tutorial trying to acheive consiousness, I am sitting in my bed, all warm and with many pillows, watching Digimon on ABC family. I know it's a stupid show, but I used to be obsessed with it when I was younger and some of those digimon are so damn cute.

I also get to hang with Maire after school today, which we have not done for quite awhile. All in all, today seems pretty good :)

Ambien, Love, and Michelle Branch: not a good mix

2004-11-29T09:00:59Z

Ambien, what a wonderful drug. It makes you tired, numb, contemplative, somber, but it can't make you sleep. What the fuck is the point to a sleeping pill that won't work???

I had a talk with Danae earlier, and I have come to a conclusion: Love Sucks. Relationships inevitably will only bring more pain and ulcers than any small amount of happiness. And on the bright side, I am completely nuerotic. Jack is this guy from Lynnwood High that I know. For a while I liked him, quite a bit actually. Now, I don't really care one way or the other about him. Am I just a menstrual psycho, who is a bit mad still that he could have come to see Stardust with me and didn't? Or it could be that because I haven't seen him in awhile, I don't remember the cool things about him (outta sight, outta mind)? Or, and this is my favorite theory, could I possibly be subconsciously jeopardizing these relationships, or potential ones anyway, because I have feelings for someone. Feelings that will never be returned. Sad, I know. Lisa and Emma ...and probably a lot of other people... know who I am talking about. Hopefully, things will be brighter in the morning, pun intended.

Aleria

Tolo

2004-11-12T01:49:17Z

Wow, it's been a really long time... sorry you guys.
I text messaged Justin Fraley yesterday about Tolo, here's how it went:

Me: are you doing anything on the 20th?
Justin: y?
Me: Heh, I ...uh, just wondering he (I meant to put in 'if') you wanted to hang out. In formal wear.
Justin: ?
Me: Tolo
Justin: Oh duh don't I feel dumb... ok

So ya, now I have a date to Tolo. It'll be fun, he's a cool guy. I'll write more later, have a good weekend everybody!

--Aleria

gah...

2004-10-01T18:06:22Z

I feel like crap. I've had a sinus infection all week so I have a headache which triggered my migraines. I miss my friends!!!
Yesterday I decided that if there was a medal for stupidity, I would get it. I took out my eyebrow peircing (I had a reason, but I can't remember it) and I had it out for two hours and then I couldn't get it back in. So my mom called Slave to the Needle and we drove down to Greenwood and the guy who pierced it managed to get it back in. I'm a fucking dumbass! I also can't get a picture on deviantART so if someone can help, I'd appreciate it. I swear they should just stick me in a bubble.
Anywayz, I love Nick's goth idea, I hope I don't miss that. I'll see you guyz (hopefully) on Monday.

Aleria

must sleep...

2004-09-22T09:05:22Z

I changed the layout on my screen. it's all gray and depressing now. which kinda makes me happy... or is that an oxymoron? I bought the Papa Roach and Bowling for Soup CDs that I wanted today. $11.99 each which is an awesome price. I forgot Jaki's deviantART sn which sucks and I still need Stella's. I'm going to the Ocean this weekend, I'll have fun taking lots of pictures.
I'm sorry Danae, but I'm dropping AP. I still love you and it makes me sad that we'll have no classes together. Oh hey, what's your second period?
Chelsea has a play pro thing tomorrow during the assembly, I'm going to cheer very loud for her. She's one of the rew people in play pro that isn't a bitch.
I'll see you all tomorrow.

Aleria

I hate this time of the month

2004-09-20T04:06:24Z

Sorry Danae, I'm updating this way later than I told you I would.
I got to hang out with Cody the other day, that was fun. We watched a movie and went over to his old school. I'm pulling a total mental blank on which school, but I should know it, crap. It'll come to me. Anywayz, We talked about relationships and he said he would ask me out except for that stupid Christian thing. pfft, men.
I really don't want to come to school tomorrow, but oh well, atleast it's only 4 days. Then I get to go on vacation. Hurray!!!!
Hopefully I can go shopping tomorrow and buy some cd's. I really, really want the new Papa Roach and Bowling for Soup albums. Which reminds me, I need a job. I hate being poor.
Not much else to talk about... Maire I don't have your email address, so please send it. I'll see you guys tomorrow!

lone_woulf @ 2004-09-15T20:31:00

2004-09-16T03:42:48Z

ugh. I know I haven't updated in a while, but stuff is so fucked up. I hate driver's ed, I've failed another test. Oh, well, at the moment I don't really care.
I can't go on aim for a while because this one guy might be on and I can't talk to him until I figure something out, which sucks. And don't try to figure out who it is, no one knows him but Kat. So, as usual, my love life is very, very complicated.
I'm mad at the WB. I watched Gilmore Girls last night because I thought it was the season premiere and it wasn't, I would have been asleep long before then except I wanted to watch the show. Which isn't really their fault but I'll be mad at 'em anyways.
I feel like shit. I felt like I was gonna die at the doctors office yesterday, which wasn't helped when they drew blood. ewww. So then I didn't go to driver's ed. Poor Chelsea was there all alone, sorry babe. And I wasn't at school today. I have homework for math, but I'm not doing it.
I think I might have missed taking my meds this morning, can you tell?
I should go now, I'll talk to you guys later.

Aleria

lone_woulf @ 2004-09-09T16:20:00

2004-09-09T23:23:15Z

A	Appreciative
L	Lovable
E	Extreme
R	Rounded
I	Intelligent
A	Astounding

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

school. meh

2004-09-03T07:38:17Z

first day of school sucks. Every year I get a wicked bad headache. I took two Excedrin pm's and I fell asleep in Driver's ed! Anywayz, here's my day

First period-Japanese: I had fun, it's my second year and sensei is cool. I picked a new name for class. Last year I was Isato, this year my name is Tsukino, it means moon. or something like that. Chris Cherry is in first year Japanese for the third time. A couple of the people who should be in second year got a messed up schedule that puts them with us. Ha ha.

Second period-yoga: not much to say, we didn't really do anything. Thomas Gentry is in that class so that should be cool. Alex Ochoa (Sydnie's sister) is in there too.

Third period-Chamber Choir: most of you guys were there but for those who weren't: all choirs are the same. But we get to go to San Francisco. Hippies!

Fourth period-Math: My one class with my Maire!!! Haase is weird! he called us pilgrims. Amanda is there too. Me, Lisa, and Amanda at the same table. That should be interesting. Can you say Disfunctional?

Fifth period-English: I'm in a room with a lot of people I don't like or don't know. And I think it's a class where there's a lot of group work, ugh. But I did the homework for it. Yay, for me!!!

Sixth period-AP world History: Lotsa buddies in this class. Unfortunately there's A LOT of work. But sitting by Joe tends to make me happy, he's so weird.

And that was basically my day. I sadly did not get to talk to some of my friends. I never got a chance to talk to Nick or Mike (I know he's odd but he's a cool guy). I talked to Cody for a little bit. He slapped Emma's ass. Heehee. Sorry Em-em. I saw Justin Andrews but didn't talk to him. SO HOT!!!!!!!!!! okay, I'm going to go now.

Aleria

Poor, poor, Louis

2004-08-29T08:36:45Z

I'm watching Interview with a Vampire on tv. They managed to compress 5 chapters into 5 minutes. And yet you don't lose any of the story, now that's movie-making. Brad Pitt, Tom Cruise, and Antonio Banderas all in one flick, what's not to love? But sadly, the movie loses all of the erotic deepness of the book, the scenes with Louis and Armand lost all of their depth and character. Ah well.

Emma will be sad to hear that vh1 put Green Day as #80 on their hard rock list. Pat Benatar is #73. It is indeed a sad day for music. Rock on MTV. VH1's top 20 goes:
Led Zeppelin
2. Black Sabbath
3. Jimi Hendrix
4. AC/DC
5. Metallica
6. Nirvana
7. Van Halen
8. The Who
9. Guns N' Roses
10. KISS
11. Aerosmith
12. Sex Pistols
13. Queen
14. Soundgarden
15. Pink Floyd
16. Cream
17. Ramones
18. Ozzy Osbourne
19. The Clash
20. Alice Cooper
pfft. Jimi Hendrix before Nirvana and and G'n'R. And how do they put Black Sabbath and Ozzy in two different places??? Morons.

Now that I've vented, I did absolutely nothing today, Except see the new episodes of Teen Titans, Justice League Unlimited, and Megas XLR. I need a life, no?

Now that I've wasted enough of your time, here's my class schedule:
Japanese 1&2 Zhang
Yoga 101 Maravelle
Chamber choir Moore
Math 2 Haas
English 10 McCreary
AP History Graham

Oh, and for anyone who likes Interview with a Vampire, Claudia just bit hte dust. No pun intended.

Erin

If tv was banned, I would be royally boned (not erection boned, you pervs)

2004-08-27T06:05:40Z

I'm watching VH1. Again. I seriously need a life. They are currently discussing the best hard rock bands, it's a top 100 type thing. I don't agree with their order though. Once I see all of theirs, I'll post a correction for my friends, all 3 of you.
Yesterday on some new show they have, called Obsessed, I saw a chick Elfie and I should kill. She has all of the LOTR character cut outs. She hasn't even read the books! She just likes the movies! This psychotic adult (who is shockingly married, go figure) has conversations with the cardboard dudes. And I don't mean she talks to them like "Oh, Legolas, you're so sexy" she has CONVERSATIONS with tham. and she takes them to restuarants and order them food. I have no clue what she does with the food. It seems like a waste of money to me.
Oh, we have just been informed that VH1 considers Led Zeppelin the best hard rock band. No Stairway To Heaven allowed!!!!!!!! I should find out their full list, I shall inform thee later.

I went on a drive for driver's ed today. It was cool, 5 more to go! As stated earlier, I flunked a test, but it was just a unit test and I'm making it up. I saw an old friend from when I was like 7! She's in my DE class-

Obsessed ia on and I can't stand it, so I have switched to quality television: Roseanne
back to the previous topic

I'd totally forgotten who she was, but we (Lauren Paris and I) were really good friends, it was so cool seeing her again. She was so nice, I have all these lod memories coming back to me.

I'm going to go, I'm so tired.

Erin

aargh

2004-08-27T02:53:25Z

I was just at drivers ed and we had a test. Guess what, I failed!!!!!!!! the world sucks ass. But this might just be my period talking.

lone_woulf @ 2004-08-26T02:13:00

2004-08-26T09:16:18Z

I couldn't get this stupid thing to get the pic I wanted ...grrrr
I needed to add to my journal. right now I'm watching some dumbass I love the 80s shit on VH1. O great it's 1989 the age of parachute pants. O fuck, it's Doogie Houser. If you don't know who that is, consider yourself lucky. AHHHHH!!!!!!!! It's Boy George! RUUUUUUUN!!!!!

I don't know what to write, I'm uber depressed (sorry, Maire, no umlats. and I'm sorry that's spelled completely wrong) I don't know why, except my period started today, that could be part of it.

I feel a bit of a connection with Jack, he's a lot of fun to talk to, and I feel comfortable chatting with him. Who knows, maybe someday I'll work up the guts to call him.

I'm not sure how something that everyone can read is a journal, unless it's like on 'Cruel Intentions.'

Danae, if you read this, we should think about starting a coven or just stick to our loner lifestyles. I haven't meditated in like 5 months and I feel bad, I also need to start studying wicca more.

well, I'll add more when I'm not on Xanex.

Aleria

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2004-04-06T23:00:01Z

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